Thursday, April 29, 2010 ♥
Being alone at home is not a good thing, nor a fun thing too. Half been home for half a month without a job, and most of the time would be studying, studying and studying. Nothing fun, except some flashbacks of my young life.
Things were much simpler at that time. Optimistic me, trust everyone around me. I believe that if you treat people good, they will treat you good in return too. I believe in "happy-go-lucky", thus no matter how badly I fall, I would tell myself to stand up and smile, and everything will be fine.
Everything had changed now; almost everything. I'm no more trusting people easily, and I don't believe that people will treat you good in return, unless they have some motives to you. I'm saying things sarcastically, cuz this is how they say it to me. Things around me had changed me, indirectly. Be it good or bad, but at least this is the survival skill I've learnt. Stop being a silly girl, a kind girl that always give a helping hand. You may, but depends on some situation. Some may even landed you to a pile of shit, a disgusting one.
I'm still missing the times when I can laughed til cry, when I'm holidaying without worries of studies and works, and enjoying the taste of freedom. I miss swimming in the sea, the view of white sand and the deep clear sea blue. I miss climbing up high, watching sunsets with loved one, with laughter and joy.
Will time ever rolls back?
When will be the next time I'm doing all these again?
Thursday, April 22, 2010 ♥
Life seems empty without my camera by my side!
NO!!! Boss, u owe me a great meal.. =/
Life without working, might be dull for everyone, but except me. Mugging hard at home, don't know if not working is a good news for me or a bad news. Good point, I can concentrate well on my studies and mug as hard as I can. And the bad point is, yes, obviously, NO INCOME!
Money is flowing out, without any inflow. I have to pay for my revision course bout $500, and I have to start eating bread everyday until my next pay again. When will it be, no one knows. No company is hiring me now. Am I too fussy? But I am not getting any job lower than my last drawn salary! No way I am accepting it. Hais.
Last few days were my downside of life. Previous company has been calling me to settle some outstanding stuffs, which drives me crazy. But I am glad, that I am not alone. I have friends walking with me together. I am not alone, I gain experiences, an eye-opener. Some people, does not worth us treating good. I know this fact, but I admit, yes, I am stupid. Stupid enough to dare not say no. Stupid enough to treat someone good when she's biting me in front of bosses. Stupid enough, to drop tears for such job. Stupid enough, I may say. And that's enough. No more. I have to keep telling myself, no more! Stop being a silly girl.
I might not know what is the proper procedure, but you aren't teaching me. You have no right to gain my respect. You, are such a jerk. But thanks to you, I know what is right and what is wrong. You might be a ACCA excellent student, but in EQ, YOU SUX!
Nvm, that's the end of my employment there. I hope my next job will be better. =)
Thanks for everyone's encouragement.
Thanks bii, Thanks Chris, Thanks SuFen, Thanks ShiJie, Thanks BeeHwa.
It might be a small matter for you, but for me, as the only child away from family, I greatly appreciate each and everyone's existence in my life.
Friday, April 9, 2010 ♥
This is us! My Boyfren and I.
I love my boyfren lots lots lotss!~ =)
MUACKS U!
This is us! Bao bei and me! and Bao bei with her Xiao Gu Zhang. =)
Last but not least, TADA!!
My CICI girl! Love ya Ci.. =))
Monday, April 5, 2010 ♥
AHHH!!
Abandoned blog, here I come!
Just back from my home sweet home, Penang! And I cried terribly that night and the night after, which is yesterday. I'm missing home man! I miss home so much!
I took alot photos at home, with bii and Samantha, and of cuz Cici. But I left my camera's usb at home. Dad is sending it back to me. Stay tune with my photos! =p
Nothing to blog, nothing special. Awaiting April 16th, my last day of work. And I shall start afresh, learn new things, have aim in my life again.
Upcoming events:
Nothing more except to work hard on STUDIES!
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Anne is known to most people.
One year older on every August 23rd!
Thanks for stopping by my blog ♥
A very random & weird girl who
is a CrazyLover of Disneyland ♥
Tied down to TYH & was binded
to a beautiful promise - ForeverLove.
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
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