Thursday, March 26, 2009 ♥
The biggest enemy in your life, is no one else, but yourself.
YOU!
ya, i hate you. once, again and again u have hurt me with ur disgusting words and actions, ur stupid jealousy, caused me to lost my best fren, lost the hope in life, lost the courage and happiness once appeared in my life.
ya, YOU! u thought of nothing but urself. i've trying giving in everything to you, cuz i know, it cant be forced when sumthing isn't meant for you. but u would not appreciate, would not glad to have what u've gotten from me. the happiness that belongs to me.
and now, YOU! u've got lost in our life, and here you are, appear in everyone's life again. who the hell u think u are, pretty angel? sexy babe? i'm sorry but u're juz a bitch in my eyes, a bitch that once killed me, forcing me to the corner and killed myself. i rmb clearly the second i'm begging u to let me off, let me off between the cruel world set up by u. but u wouldn't want, u know only ur pain, u think everyone is acting with u.
u've got what u wan now. u have ur own life, so get lost! and i mean, GET LOST!! u're nothing but juz a passerby in my life. an unimportant passerby. bring u and ur new life away from me, and stop hunting me. i am no more the sweet little girl once everyone know. i'm changing, deep in me, im changing. i would not wan to get myself bullied. u treat me nice, of cuz, the same i shall treat ya, vice versa.
stop hunting me, u're not scaring me. i'm nothing lost to u. i shall get back my confidence that once belong to me, but was destroyed by you. i am confident in myself. u're not my enemy, the biggest enemy is me myself.
to everyone reading this, no questions shud appear in ur mind. the one i'm against, u shud know urself. while for others, it's a lesson here. do not get urself bullied by others. stand up, be strong. u ain't afraid of anyone. why shud u, when u're not in the wrong? fight for the rightenous. =))
nites..
Tuesday, March 10, 2009 ♥
i cant tag in office, so i shall blog here.
am feeling weird of my life. do i really have my own frens here? i used to admire those with a soul sister, having a fren like a twin sister, sticking around, doing things together and even when one of them is bullied, the other part will fight back for her.
sumhow i realise life does not always go the way i wanna it to be. for the 1st time i've been the main actress in our group's blog. it was so shocking to me, as i dint realise that the girl was me. cuz sumhow i dun feel my existence in the group. i dun feel my importance or even the sense of belonging in the group. i admit, what i did sumtimes to the group, wasn't as willing as i want. i juz hope that yh realise the effort i did for him. however, things changed slowly, and i realise that this bunch of frens are really the frens that wil stay with u whenever u have troubles or happy.
to myra :
u said darlinggs are fake. i didn't know things were this serious. i didn't know what sources or stories eric have gotten from, that the two SISTERS were arguing, or whatsoever it is. ya, i admit i'm trully disappointed with you. it's not that i dun understand you for not being able to go for kbox, but dont u feel that u have neglected this whole bunch of old frens? or to be specified, this old old darlingg. whenever u have ur new frens, u spend very very VERY little time with ur OLD frens. i thought u have planned going out with ur clubbing frens, which at 1st will be joining us for kbox, and then they're not coming, til the end u told me that u are busy with ur own stuff and were not able to leave some time out for the kbox. what would u feel if u were me? dun u feel that i would rather go out with them than going kbox with this long lost darling?
in eric's post, how have he written, how sad it seems to be, how disappointed it seems to be, but i dint realise it was so serious. i dun think we're cold war. i dint realise u're posting to me. i tot you know. now that u have been, only cares for ur GF. it's all about ur gf, gf and gf. do u stil rmb how close we r last time, going to east coast, drink, shout, pics tgt? though u're not a chinese, i wish u were my soul sister. rmb once, sum1 sms-ed me and scolded me with a lot of bad words, with her so-called soul sister, i was so sad i cried in the toilet. i sms-ed u, wishing that u can be like her soul sister, be with me and sms back to her, scolding her to fcuk off like what she did. but u didn't. i dint blame u. i know u have a choice in ur life to choose ur frens too.
i dint feel appreciated in the group. i didn't the importance of my existence thr. i tried bonding all, organise outing like what they did, but sumhow no1 seems to care bout me. what he said is true. it's not that i'm not appreciated, but everyone in the group have their own life and troubles. they might not always be at ur side, juz like the two brothers i admire. they may not seem to be going out tgt every weekend, but their brotherhood relationships remain the strongest.
it's glad to know, that whenever u have trouble, u have a bunch of frens that wil stand by you to guide u along and accompany u. i might not have the whole bunch of frens, but one or two surely do have. sumtimes i feel everyone's changing in the group, but sumtimes, i feel that no1 is changing. this IS the dynamic of the group, this IS fcukers. nothing changes at the first place.
i didn't hate the group. juz abit of disliking it. u cant blame me for feeling so. i have been scolded by my bf over this group for few times. whenever his fren fly him aeroplane, he would scold or throw temper to me. i realise that this group meant alot to him. he's such a saint in the group. being good frens to them, and nvr fly any aeroplanes as best as he can. i admire him, as a friend, but not as a gf. it wasn't a good thing to a gf that her bf is being so devoted to his frens. but nevertheless, it's one of the good point he has, so be it.
have made myself cleared. doesn't hoping any response to this, just to clear the doubts. nothing serious, juz some disappointment and reality that i have to face. this world is cruel, that's one of the thing a monster have taught me. but this world might be sweet if we look things positively, this is the saint that have taught me. =)
am feeling weird of my life. do i really have my own frens here? i used to admire those with a soul sister, having a fren like a twin sister, sticking around, doing things together and even when one of them is bullied, the other part will fight back for her.
sumhow i realise life does not always go the way i wanna it to be. for the 1st time i've been the main actress in our group's blog. it was so shocking to me, as i dint realise that the girl was me. cuz sumhow i dun feel my existence in the group. i dun feel my importance or even the sense of belonging in the group. i admit, what i did sumtimes to the group, wasn't as willing as i want. i juz hope that yh realise the effort i did for him. however, things changed slowly, and i realise that this bunch of frens are really the frens that wil stay with u whenever u have troubles or happy.
to myra :
u said darlinggs are fake. i didn't know things were this serious. i didn't know what sources or stories eric have gotten from, that the two SISTERS were arguing, or whatsoever it is. ya, i admit i'm trully disappointed with you. it's not that i dun understand you for not being able to go for kbox, but dont u feel that u have neglected this whole bunch of old frens? or to be specified, this old old darlingg. whenever u have ur new frens, u spend very very VERY little time with ur OLD frens. i thought u have planned going out with ur clubbing frens, which at 1st will be joining us for kbox, and then they're not coming, til the end u told me that u are busy with ur own stuff and were not able to leave some time out for the kbox. what would u feel if u were me? dun u feel that i would rather go out with them than going kbox with this long lost darling?
in eric's post, how have he written, how sad it seems to be, how disappointed it seems to be, but i dint realise it was so serious. i dun think we're cold war. i dint realise u're posting to me. i tot you know. now that u have been, only cares for ur GF. it's all about ur gf, gf and gf. do u stil rmb how close we r last time, going to east coast, drink, shout, pics tgt? though u're not a chinese, i wish u were my soul sister. rmb once, sum1 sms-ed me and scolded me with a lot of bad words, with her so-called soul sister, i was so sad i cried in the toilet. i sms-ed u, wishing that u can be like her soul sister, be with me and sms back to her, scolding her to fcuk off like what she did. but u didn't. i dint blame u. i know u have a choice in ur life to choose ur frens too.
i dint feel appreciated in the group. i didn't the importance of my existence thr. i tried bonding all, organise outing like what they did, but sumhow no1 seems to care bout me. what he said is true. it's not that i'm not appreciated, but everyone in the group have their own life and troubles. they might not always be at ur side, juz like the two brothers i admire. they may not seem to be going out tgt every weekend, but their brotherhood relationships remain the strongest.
it's glad to know, that whenever u have trouble, u have a bunch of frens that wil stand by you to guide u along and accompany u. i might not have the whole bunch of frens, but one or two surely do have. sumtimes i feel everyone's changing in the group, but sumtimes, i feel that no1 is changing. this IS the dynamic of the group, this IS fcukers. nothing changes at the first place.
i didn't hate the group. juz abit of disliking it. u cant blame me for feeling so. i have been scolded by my bf over this group for few times. whenever his fren fly him aeroplane, he would scold or throw temper to me. i realise that this group meant alot to him. he's such a saint in the group. being good frens to them, and nvr fly any aeroplanes as best as he can. i admire him, as a friend, but not as a gf. it wasn't a good thing to a gf that her bf is being so devoted to his frens. but nevertheless, it's one of the good point he has, so be it.
have made myself cleared. doesn't hoping any response to this, just to clear the doubts. nothing serious, juz some disappointment and reality that i have to face. this world is cruel, that's one of the thing a monster have taught me. but this world might be sweet if we look things positively, this is the saint that have taught me. =)
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Thanks for stopping by my blog ♥
A very random & weird girl who
is a CrazyLover of Disneyland ♥
Tied down to TYH & was binded
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Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
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