AIYOH!
Here is one very important news to share. LOL! I won ipod shuffle just by eating HotBox in KFC? =p the story very happening de, long enough to tell here. So if fcukers wanna know, chalet day then we share share stories k? AHAH! And I might be appearing in newspaper too. OMG! =p
Pool game is fun. Husband sayang me lots. =)
Today we went to make my new specs, then we head to popular and Northpoint library. The library thr super small, but alot of my favourite Malay novels. HAHAH! =p
End of my short holidays!
Back to working tomorrow! OMG!
JIAYOU!
Husband, JIAYOU TOO OH!
I'm waiting for my diamond ring..
Friday, September 18, 2009 ♥
♥ 8:44 PM
I AM BACK TO ON9, FACEBOOKING AND BLOGGING!~
Hais. Nowadays working very stress, too much to handle with my two little hands, I can barely breathe. Work OT last night til 8.35 before taking cab back home. Luckily, I can claim it. But not the OT. It's unpaid. HAIS!!
So tiring, but luckily I have my msn to chat with my husband and jiali. HAHA!~ Very fun though, but dangerous. Chat too much, they might pass more things to me. Zzz.. But I muz chat in order to keep me awake, else I will slept off!
Sumtimes, I was wondering why me and my husband keep argue. We argued almost everything, every little small things. Just like just now, I finally came back home to play with my pc, and he complained he's having headache, so I was angry, and I ask him to rest and sleep. Though I feel very very bu shuang, cuz he didnt pei me. For only this small reason, we can argue out of nowhere, and he feels I love him lesser. I duno what else to say, or do. I admit, I duno why I'm so bad temper these few days, maybe tired, maybe feel weird with my current body situation. Talking bout it, I think I was cursed. I feel sumone is poking me everywhere, and the pain is unbearable. What happen to me? Cursed? It's scary though. But I'm alright. And I wil be alright, no worries.
Lao gong,
I never love u lesser. I announce here that, I never love u lesser. Ya, I said I hate you, but thinking bout it, I'm not unreasonable. You're resting at home, while I was fighting so hard, and yet I stil have to worry for u, and all I wan is just a little care and sweetness to at least makes my sleep nicer. Like u said, I sleep less than 7 hours everyday. Ya, I am. And I'm tired too. I'm not robotic. But I cant do anything, it's a must to chat phone with u every night, I muz hear ur voice.
I'm addicted to u, I follow u without any complaints. Sumtimes I might be selfish, like the thing I did ytd, but I promise u that is between u and me, no one else wil know bout it. But I was protecting myself too. I dun wan lose u, I feel u did not give me the sense of security bout that matter. U juz ignore, and I was hated. I juz dislike the feeling. But I promise u, I wil nvr go there anymore, okie? That person wil get lost totally from my list, til I'm recover from this sickness, alright?
Pamper me more, that's all I ask for. I trust u, I really do. I never stop trusting u. I know you wil protect me. And I'm happy bout it. So does my frens, feifei, jiali, they help me on the "..." prank. But baby, put urself in my shoe sumtimes, think why wil I do so. With or without reason? No reason, u may throw temper and scold me. But that would be the least opportunity. Cuz I do things with reason, with my own reason. So put urself in my situation, look into my heart and mind. I love ya, baby. I really do. Dun doubt me.
U might not know, I have changed alot for u. U said I love u lesser, it breaks my heart too. Maybe cuz we keep argue ba. I think so too. I duno why, but I've tried very hard. Maybe, once again u're seeing me too perfect. I'm not.. Pls accept who I am..
I'm so sad..
And hungry..
Tuesday, September 15, 2009 ♥
♥ 10:54 PM
I AM BROKE!
I've bought my new laptop, which cost all of my salary, and i am broke now, totally. omg.. What should I do? ARGH! But nvm, just spend wisely now. HAIS! What a bad bad month.
Working life is tiring, and frustrated. Really.. I feel so tired, both mentally and physically. But this is what working life is, it's the time that I gain more experience. I'm not highly educated, I cant ask for much, but I shall learn, and I will. I have my aims, I have my dreams. I will strive for it. Wait for me, husband. U promise me. =))
I love my husband lots, really. Though we alwiz quarrel, though we alwiz fight, but we love each other lots, and that's for sure. Just sumtimes, I feel unfair, he feel unimportant, that's how we wil quarrel again. But I love my husband lots, real lots. He's the best guy I ever met, though he might be the blurrest guy I ever met too. He's cute, though he may be irritating. But he's loyal for sure, he loves me whole heartedly. I love to be pampered by him. I love to be in his hug and got a kiss on my forehead for being his good girl.
I love my family, I miss them so much, especially my new born baby. I wonder how is she, does she know my existence? She muz know, and I muz go back to let her see me. haha! I love my parents, they have been the best parents in the world. Mummy and daddy, u brought me into this life, and raised me up til I'm a big girl. I wil never forget to repay your kindness, though I know I can nvr repay it with anythg. It's way beyond my limit, but stil, daddy mummy, I love u..
I'm going for my PR application tmr. Officially a PR by tmr? Shud be yes. Heee... =))
Nites peeps.
Wish me luck for my works everyday. HAIS!!!~
*misses my boyfren's kisses*
Monday, September 7, 2009 ♥
♥ 9:51 PM
WOOHOO!!
My boyfren POP le! =)) he wil be coming out everyday after this 1 week of holiday. Hope he can get into airbase de. Then can learn more from thr, come out army 2 years he know what to do in life le lo. Hee...
My boyfren is a very sweet guy, yes indeed he is. Though his temper might be weird at times, mood swing terrible than girls, inconsiderate when he's down, he's stil the best-est guy I ever met, and I love him lots lots lots. Prince and princess in love forever. Heee...
To hamham :
SISTA! U better work hard for ur army k? I doubt u can take it. But nvm la. Just try ur best lo. Boyfren told me that it'll be very tough for the next pes, which is urs I think. Hahaha... Jiayou la..
I got no good place to go with my boyfren le!! HOW?? I wanna bring him go nice placeee!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009 ♥
♥ 11:13 PM
I've been arguing with boyfren and cried for every nighs. What happen to us? What happen to u? I feel so far away from u....
I duno what happen thr, u dint tell me. I feel so innocent in many cases. U said I dint think for u, but I did. It's just that I miss u too much. And I was so hoping to every night to hear ur voice. But what happen to u during the day, I wouldn't know. And u just throw ur temper and everything to me. Then u blame me for crying.
I know I'm useless. I just know how to cry. I admit I am. But what else can I do? I'm so lost. I hate my job. I hate the days too. I've been struggling whole day too. And who wil be thr for me? No one. Not a single soul.
Juz now, I told myself to cheer u up no matter what. Dun cry. Muz be cheerful to u. But said is much easier than done. Like taslking to a wall, hearing a very sian de voice, and asking me why am I crying again is so painful to me. I feel so tired, really tired. I duno why muz i be the one to coax u to sleep and give in everything to u while I am also suffering out thr. Can you pls think for me too? Spare a little thought for me too pls...
I'm so tired. I'm tired of everything.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009 ♥
♥ 12:35 AM
Juz back from movie with the girls.
Couldn't sleep. Got scared by Esther! HAHA!
Anyway, I'm short of money seriously. What the heck. I juz got my pay today, and i've planned my budget for this month, and seriously it's not enough. Laptop 1.3k, airflight to go back Penang $200, rental and hp bill $250, and what should I use to apply for credit card? LOL! few dollars, can I? Zzzz...
What should I do? Getting myself a job during weekend? SIAO! Hais... Boyfren, u need to feed me for this month again... =((
Nites..