F***ing shit for this year valentines..
it's the 1st time i ever scold bad words, 
and it's specially dedicated to 14/2/2007..
what the hell, i'm celebrating the most romantic
day in my house, with my textbooks and notes.

argh! damn! feeling extremely pissed off now.
plus, i cant even concentrate studying for 
tomorrow's exam. dammit!

what's going on with me? 
started to feel the heat of the celebration during cny? 
ya.. it's only a few days to go. and yet, i'm
stil preparing for the idiot, damn exams.

i thought i wouldn't mind,
if i cant celebrate this damn day.
but i'm wrong.. i mind.. and i really mind..
holy crap! juz forget bout it. argh!
gonna concentrate on studies.
let things happen the way it wanna to.
i dun give a damn on it. really?

left 2 more papers to go. i can do it.
after that, it's my out-of-jail day!
oh gosh! simply cant wait for it!



hm... i really did managed to get up this morning for a jog..
haha.. not bad not bad... this really works.. 
i'll juz have to bear in mind, that I'M FAT!! 
and i really got up at last..

i jog for quite a big round, and it was so tiring.
but i'm satisfied. at least, i did sumthing i wanted to.

i'll be having exam continuously from tomorrow onwards.
guess i'll be damn tired these few days.
hope to score well, but i hope i wouldn't have to die for it too.
juz cant wait for cny, cant wait to celebrate with papa mama,
and everyone else.. i miss entertainments!!!!

hm... 花样少年少女 ep 13 wil be released tonight,
but too bad, cant wait for the uploader to upload it
tonight, and not even tomorrow morning.
guess i'll be watching it only after thurs.
never mind.. i'll juz forget bout that drama for a while..

oh my... never thought that jogging would be so tiring.
wanna get a good sleep tonight, and start my battle
tomorrow..  fang ma guo lai ba!! wo bu pa ni!!!
muahaha.... *evil laughter*



wat the heck??? i've grown fatter! 
damn... shit man.. chinese new year is coming,
and there're lots of new clothes waiting for me..
i got shocked when i woke up in the morning, 
looking at the mirror which stood 1 rounded-face,
plump girl as an image. 

shit.. i know y i've gone fat..
sure i will, after meal, i've been sitting down and study,
then have another meal, and sitting down, continue my revision.
and this last for 2 WEEKS!!!!

oh no... gosh.. i cant let this happen.
in order to have a good meal during chinese new year,
i MUST bear in mind to keep fit now.
or else.. BYE BYE steamboat, BYE BYE...

hm... plan to go jogging tomorrow in the morning..
but.. can i wake up??? muahaha... doubt it..
but hope so i will... as i bear in mind, I'M FAT!!!



i really feel like wanna get drunk for tonight..
i juz cant help but crying.. what happen to me?
y suddenly i can be a loser again? 
but i really feel lonely at this moment..
i sms-ed daddy mummy juz now, telling them i miss them,
hope to see them soon..


i miss them.. 



*feeling sweet* haha.. am drinking honey, 
bought from thai during last holiday..

today was a tiring, boring day. stared at nothing else but notes..
and yet, i cant even finished the whole module yet. damn..
oh my god.. i started to feel damn lonely and missing home now.
really... i miss my papa mama a lot.
wish i'm at my home sweet home now..

suddenly i thought of the sweet times i spent with them.
haha.. they're so cute, so funny.
gosh.. what happen to me?
suddenly feel my eyes are soaked with water.
let's flash back to a year ago.
ya, at that time, i really hope to stay overseas,
away from home, whereby i can get rid of their nagging
everyday. but now, i really miss their voice..
how i wish they're here to scold me not to play laptop
and concentrate on my revisions..

stil remembered, last year's valentine..
i'd been the "lamp post" between my papa mama,
where we had our romantic dinner, 3 on a table..
=p really missed those moments...

oh no oh no!!! wake up!!! shud stop thinking bout it!
i'll be seeing them next week, dun worry..
time passes fast.. *really???*
come on girl, concentrate on revision!!

see ya soon daddy mummy..



today was quite fun.. having sum1 to accompany me studying..
duh.. studying.. i slept off nearly once in every hour. sleepy...
actually, i did slept quite well last night..
but, seeing the whole stack of notes i had to read really makes
me feel even sleepier than before.. i started to get drowzy,
and my eyes are so heavy.. i juz couldn't help but slept off..
but, anyway, i did manage to cover few topics.. *phiew*

i juz had a chat in msn with 1 of my best friends from penang.
she said that i've changed a lot, became stronger,
which i thought it was a good new..
but she warned me, not to lost my smile.
i told her i'll try, but ended up being scolded by her..
"u shouldn't be trying, it's a must!"

thanks for waking me up.. i juz realised, i stil have bunch
of good friends there waiting for me back..
y am i so pathetic here?

"i really miss the small cute, innocent, kind girl who
always love to smile"

thanks a lot, ah zhen. wont let u disappointed..
next week wil be my exam week, whereby i will be
celebrating my valentines day with my
"beloved notes and textbooks".. gosh!

argh.. let's forget bout that valentines day.. i missed
my papa mama so much... so happy i'll be seeing them
in a week.. time passes fast, no worries girl.

going to bath now, then continue on my revision..
jia you!!!!!



haha... it's now nearly 1 am, but yet, i'm so energetic!!
had too much for dinner + supper juz now..
3 of us shares 5 packet of maggie mee,
and yet, we aren't full, and so, another 1 set of mc d each..
x) haha... bloated.. feel like a pregnant woman now,
with a bloated stomach..

i'll be having exam next week.. it's scary..
wish to score well, muz gambate even harder!
cant slack le!! jia you wor!!

nowadays, i'm addicted to a taiwan movie,
hua yang shao nian shao nu, 花样少年少女.
very nice eh!! really.. this movie is driving me crazy..
but there'll only be 1 uploaded episode a week.
thus, it wont affect me much too.. ^^
it really brighten up my day..
wish i could see wu zun once for real..
here are some cute pics of him...




ok... shall continue my revision, til i fall asleep..




hm... juz woke up not long ago, and i feel a sense of happiness.. 
haha.. had a sweet dreams last night, dreamt that i became 
an artist wor... muahaha!!  =x 
yala... it's juz a dream anyway... 
haihz.. too bad i woke up.. =p 

another fish died yesterday, 
leaving my aquarium to be so empty!! 
oh no oh no! muz find a solution  asap.. 
maybe gonna get a generator, with this, i can even have
more fishy!!!  weeeeeeee~~!!

i've juz realised that in the group band, fei lun hai aka fahrenheit,
there's a lot of handsome singers.
Wu Chun rocks! he's so cool and kawaii! he looks slightly
alike as Li Hom.
Gosh! gambate Wu Chun!! support ya alwiz!! ;>

tests are coming nearer and nearer!
and yet, chinese new year is coming nearer and nearer too!!!
cant wait for it! gonna see daddy mummy le,
i'm so excited bout it! miss them soooooooo much... muaxx!!

feeling bit hungry, gonna get sumthing for breakfast now..
then.. oh no.... revision!!!!