Friday, December 25, 2009 ♥
♥ 8:42 PM
Merry Christmas everyone!
It's Christmas today! A blessed celebration to all Christianity. May Your people celebrate today with joy and happiness to welcome You, Our Lord Jesus Christ. =))
I'm back home, in Penang. Though no Christmass party, no midnight countdown, but it's warm to celebrate this day with family. However, I stil wish that my boyfren is here at my side, especially when I felt lost.
I know I shouldn't feel angry. Obviously you have the right to be-friend with whoever you wish to be. But muz it be her? That fcuking girl that I hate so much? Damn. You obviously aren't taking me as ur fren, right? Or maybe, ya, our friendship ended earlier before this incident. Not me and you, but you with us. Stupid me thinking back of happiness last time, seeing back the posts that u wrote in the blog, your resolution, it's nothing now but a bullshit.
Seeing her face really loathes me. I do not know why am I hating her so much all of a sudden. But I know, I hate her all the while. She loves to act cute, with THAT FACE. PLS! ACTING CUTE DOES NOT MAKES YOU LOOK CUTER! YUCKS!
But anyway, nvm. You love her, you be with her then. Alright? I have my friends, and I miss them so much. Luckily I have these frens, who I can depend on to accompany my boyfren when I was away. You might not know, you're the one pushing ur frens away, pushing us away. But we do not mind. We have each other. We would not participate, just like how you feel when you participate in our event. "It's such a waste of money". Same logic applies to us now. Thanks to you, we learn from you.
Last but not least, just to tell you, I wish time could roll back to the moment in early Jan, we spent the night at Sentosa, for boss's birthday. It was fun, the video you record is nice. But everything left in memories. I will not be the stupid one to miss those moments again, when you're enjoying there, like as if I do not exist.
Bye, fcukers. It's deleted.
5-in-1, I miss you..