Friday, September 18, 2009 ♥
I AM BACK TO ON9, FACEBOOKING AND BLOGGING!~
Hais. Nowadays working very stress, too much to handle with my two little hands, I can barely breathe. Work OT last night til 8.35 before taking cab back home. Luckily, I can claim it. But not the OT. It's unpaid. HAIS!!
So tiring, but luckily I have my msn to chat with my husband and jiali. HAHA!~ Very fun though, but dangerous. Chat too much, they might pass more things to me. Zzz.. But I muz chat in order to keep me awake, else I will slept off!
Sumtimes, I was wondering why me and my husband keep argue. We argued almost everything, every little small things. Just like just now, I finally came back home to play with my pc, and he complained he's having headache, so I was angry, and I ask him to rest and sleep. Though I feel very very bu shuang, cuz he didnt pei me. For only this small reason, we can argue out of nowhere, and he feels I love him lesser. I duno what else to say, or do. I admit, I duno why I'm so bad temper these few days, maybe tired, maybe feel weird with my current body situation. Talking bout it, I think I was cursed. I feel sumone is poking me everywhere, and the pain is unbearable. What happen to me? Cursed? It's scary though. But I'm alright. And I wil be alright, no worries.
Lao gong,
I never love u lesser. I announce here that, I never love u lesser. Ya, I said I hate you, but thinking bout it, I'm not unreasonable. You're resting at home, while I was fighting so hard, and yet I stil have to worry for u, and all I wan is just a little care and sweetness to at least makes my sleep nicer. Like u said, I sleep less than 7 hours everyday. Ya, I am. And I'm tired too. I'm not robotic. But I cant do anything, it's a must to chat phone with u every night, I muz hear ur voice.
I'm addicted to u, I follow u without any complaints. Sumtimes I might be selfish, like the thing I did ytd, but I promise u that is between u and me, no one else wil know bout it. But I was protecting myself too. I dun wan lose u, I feel u did not give me the sense of security bout that matter. U juz ignore, and I was hated. I juz dislike the feeling. But I promise u, I wil nvr go there anymore, okie? That person wil get lost totally from my list, til I'm recover from this sickness, alright?
Pamper me more, that's all I ask for. I trust u, I really do. I never stop trusting u. I know you wil protect me. And I'm happy bout it. So does my frens, feifei, jiali, they help me on the "..." prank. But baby, put urself in my shoe sumtimes, think why wil I do so. With or without reason? No reason, u may throw temper and scold me. But that would be the least opportunity. Cuz I do things with reason, with my own reason. So put urself in my situation, look into my heart and mind. I love ya, baby. I really do. Dun doubt me.
U might not know, I have changed alot for u. U said I love u lesser, it breaks my heart too. Maybe cuz we keep argue ba. I think so too. I duno why, but I've tried very hard. Maybe, once again u're seeing me too perfect. I'm not.. Pls accept who I am..
I'm so sad..
And hungry..
Hais. Nowadays working very stress, too much to handle with my two little hands, I can barely breathe. Work OT last night til 8.35 before taking cab back home. Luckily, I can claim it. But not the OT. It's unpaid. HAIS!!
So tiring, but luckily I have my msn to chat with my husband and jiali. HAHA!~ Very fun though, but dangerous. Chat too much, they might pass more things to me. Zzz.. But I muz chat in order to keep me awake, else I will slept off!
Sumtimes, I was wondering why me and my husband keep argue. We argued almost everything, every little small things. Just like just now, I finally came back home to play with my pc, and he complained he's having headache, so I was angry, and I ask him to rest and sleep. Though I feel very very bu shuang, cuz he didnt pei me. For only this small reason, we can argue out of nowhere, and he feels I love him lesser. I duno what else to say, or do. I admit, I duno why I'm so bad temper these few days, maybe tired, maybe feel weird with my current body situation. Talking bout it, I think I was cursed. I feel sumone is poking me everywhere, and the pain is unbearable. What happen to me? Cursed? It's scary though. But I'm alright. And I wil be alright, no worries.
Lao gong,
I never love u lesser. I announce here that, I never love u lesser. Ya, I said I hate you, but thinking bout it, I'm not unreasonable. You're resting at home, while I was fighting so hard, and yet I stil have to worry for u, and all I wan is just a little care and sweetness to at least makes my sleep nicer. Like u said, I sleep less than 7 hours everyday. Ya, I am. And I'm tired too. I'm not robotic. But I cant do anything, it's a must to chat phone with u every night, I muz hear ur voice.
I'm addicted to u, I follow u without any complaints. Sumtimes I might be selfish, like the thing I did ytd, but I promise u that is between u and me, no one else wil know bout it. But I was protecting myself too. I dun wan lose u, I feel u did not give me the sense of security bout that matter. U juz ignore, and I was hated. I juz dislike the feeling. But I promise u, I wil nvr go there anymore, okie? That person wil get lost totally from my list, til I'm recover from this sickness, alright?
Pamper me more, that's all I ask for. I trust u, I really do. I never stop trusting u. I know you wil protect me. And I'm happy bout it. So does my frens, feifei, jiali, they help me on the "..." prank. But baby, put urself in my shoe sumtimes, think why wil I do so. With or without reason? No reason, u may throw temper and scold me. But that would be the least opportunity. Cuz I do things with reason, with my own reason. So put urself in my situation, look into my heart and mind. I love ya, baby. I really do. Dun doubt me.
U might not know, I have changed alot for u. U said I love u lesser, it breaks my heart too. Maybe cuz we keep argue ba. I think so too. I duno why, but I've tried very hard. Maybe, once again u're seeing me too perfect. I'm not.. Pls accept who I am..
I'm so sad..
And hungry..
Valerie aNne ♥
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Anne is known to most people.
One year older on every August 23rd!
Thanks for stopping by my blog ♥
A very random & weird girl who
is a CrazyLover of Disneyland ♥
Tied down to TYH & was binded
to a beautiful promise - ForeverLove.
Music is definitely part of her.
Singing is her passion.
Take an U.F.O to visit me (:
Stairs to UFO
& there you go!
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