Tuesday, August 11, 2009 ♥
♥ 8:46 PM
I randomly gone into my secret blog, and i actually cried. I juz realised, I have been so strong all these while. Reading thru the post I wrote, my tears drop, and I was touched by myself. Haha.. Funny, I guess. But it's true.
These few days, my fren had been uploading those old photos, which contains alot of past memories. Bitter or sweet, I thought of asking her to stop uploading those pics. It irritates me, but giving it a 2nd thought, looking back at those times, it's really sweet. How we used to hang out at night, ton at TS house, sharing one bed, laughed, no worries (except that studies were dropping).
Everything had changed now. I'm no more committing myself into Fcukers. No more care or worries bout how they look at me or talk bout me, I meet up whenever I wan, and with whoever I wan too. I think, all these thanks to each and everyone of us too. I stil care bout them, yes I do. I wish for the best for them. But I'm no more the sandbag or the little girl or even the old auntie that u all used to know. Like or dislike, I wont hide it in myself anymore. But little did I know that all these due to the fact that I have a very good boyfren to back me up.
Penang frens, Lao da, Hamham, Fcukers, boyfren and all my family members, I'm glad that I have u all in my life. Though not all that are stil close to me, but u left footprints in my life, and it would not be wiped away, by anyone. Daddy mummy, I know that you all love me dearly, and it's the same to me. Thanks for accepting the guy that I chose, that I trust. Don't worry, daddy mummy. He's not the little boy that u think of. He's the man now. He's the guy in my life.
Dearest, I love u lots, forever and ever and nvr wil end. Muacks.. U lead a bad relationship b4, and so am I. I have a dark past, u would have know that. Walking out of it, and entered again into another one, but I'm stil alive. I proved to everyone that nothing beats me down, and my love to u nvr lost to anyone on earth. I admit I might be a playgirl b4, but if really I'm stil the playgirl, why would I let myself dying of hunger of ur love? U're a loyal boyfren, letting go of ur past is not easy. But everyone has a past, what's more important is now and future, u said that to me. Yeah, thanks dear. I agree with u. Let go of the past, everyone. Do not stuck in the past, look forward, move forward.
Jiayou, dearest prince.
Jiayou to me!~
Jiayou everyone.