zzz.. thanks lots darlingg for putting me as the lucky ones.. LOL.. nvm la.. juz do it.. =p 

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Hmm... 28 ba... but it's only when God allows me to. (oh plsss... where's my prince charming?? =p)

2. Study hard or play hard?
of cuz.... both...

3. Who is the person you can trust the most?
trust most? of cuz me myself..

4. Do you think you have enough confidence?
err... a lot of things happened in my life, and i'm sad to say that currently, i'm not confidence in myself, not at all...

5. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?
hm... i think it will be that the world dun be DEAD so fast.. it seems like it's the end of the world at anytime.. i wish those citizens will stop suffering from the natural disaster..

6. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
keke.. OF CUZ! rainbow had always been my favourite, and how i wish to have seen it again..

7. What is your goal for this year?
GPA at least 3.3 man.. plsssss..... and.. hm... gain back my level of confidence? and... oh! live for myself and not others, and i wouldn't ALLOW OTHERS TO HURT ME AGAIN!

8. Do you believe in eternity love?
whateva shit it is.. sorry, currently i dun trust love, not at all.. what true love, eternity love, i dun give a damn on it.. i juz wish to have back my simple life, without any1 forcing me to do anything that i dun wish to. i love myself, and that's all i can say.. =))

9. Do you believe in love at first sight?
nope ba... crush maybe i do, but love at first sight, i dun even trust love, so... err... ya, the answer is NO!

10. What feeling do you love the most?
GETTING PAY! that's the best, when u got ur pay after all the hard works u have done.. and being at the side with ur family is also the best.. heeee....

11. What feeling do you hate the most?
being neglected of cuz! i hate it most.. especially when ur frens are organising a party, and they left u out.. shiitt for them.. =/

12. What are the requirements that you wish from the other half?
nothing much.. juz be there for me when i needed him, love me whole-heartedly and be caring to me. AND of cuz, dun tie me up! =p

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
=) i've been trying so hard to make all my frens around me to be happy, but i'm sorry that i never once managed to do it so.. sorry frens, i really do love u all..

14. Do you believe in GOD?
God, u've always been protecting me, i know. though my life is not that simple, though there's lots challenges sent by U to me, i'm trusting U. God is helping me to stay strong, to face all challenges lie ahead of me, right? i trust u, God..

15. Who do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family... i love them most.. cuz they never betrayed me. NEVER! papa mama, i miss you...

16. Who do you hope to be there with you always?
hope.. is a very general word.. i hope for this, i hope for that.. but in reality, only 1/10000 will come true. promises are meant to be broken, sweet words are meant for kids to trust them for at least a second. after all these that happen, i juz can say, i need to stay strong and be there for myself.

17. Who are your bestfriends?
not to sure... who's there for me when i needed them, who understands me well, i'm really not sure bout it.. every1 have their own problems and difficulties, so which words are sincerely spoken out, i'm not sure..

18. Who cares you the most?
=) my family.. they worried of me being addicted to mahjong, cares lot for me, even though i'm so far away..

19. Who do you think deserve your love?
those who cares for me, for sure deserve my love... =))

20. Are you willing to sacrifice your happiness for the one you love?
bullshit. i am sacrificing now.. argh.... but for whoever it is, juz stay happy there, and i will find my own happiness.. =)) stay away from me before u got hurt again...


the lucky ones: =)) none.. juz do it if u feel wanna do it k? 

jiiayou for all having common tests! muackss...



DOU NIU YAO BU YAO~!

this drama is nice... it's beacuse every words that they say, their script, is so meaningful.. it's so meaningful, my tears drop for like every second.

ya, nothing is wasted. all efforts, all sacrifices, it's not wasted. it's so called wasted when u fight for sumthing, but u did not appreaciated it, and it got disappeared even before u realised bout it. i got it once, it happens once, and nothing is wasted. for how long or short a relationship it has been, nothing is considered wasted if u once appreciated it, learn from it. i've learn to stay even stronger, learn to trust others once again, learn that.. true friendship actually does exist.. =))

for past, i've been sacrificing for others, for everyone around me, and now, i'm living for myself. in this world, nothing is left unsolved. there's no 1 perfect answer for everything that might happen, there's no right or wrong.

maybe in others' opinion, i'm juz a girl that could not make my stand firm, i changed over time, and i'd been dragging problems, hiding myself. but, i know myself.. =)  i know myself well enough than others. it's me, after all. me myself and not any1 else.

studies.. so far, only this area i could work hard on. others, i might stil find it difficult to find an appropriate path to move on, a path that suits me. i'm tired over everything, and now, i'm working hard for myself.

for all readers, JIAYOU JIAYOU JIAYOU!

=))

* i love myself..

feeling down, kinda lonely...

=))

being left home alone, isn't a good thing, really...
i'm so lonely, when u turn around, and there is no one beside you, u'll know the feeling of loneliness. 
ya, this is how i'm feeling now. 

11.18pm

I'm tired, feeling sleepy, but yet, i'm scared to sleep. afraid of ghost? oh PLSS!! afraid of darkness? hmm... yup, a little.. afraid of loneliness? ....  =)

nites....