1st day of tutorial, totally disappointed..

friends.. hahaha... what is the meaning of friends ne? i'm here all alone, needed most would be my friends... but why are they treating me like an idiot, like an outsider, taking advantage of me?

1st incident: they went up the lift without even waiting for me, or to be accurate, without even care on whether i could entered the lift or not.. thanks huh?

2nd: when i entered the class, wow... every1 had got a seat, and no space left for me. i got a great shocked, i tot they would at least leave a seat for me, i'm their friend, their classmate after all.

3rd: i'm being left out again for the grouping of the projects, all except me. and their reason is that it's full.. GREAT MAN! am totally disappointed of them. great disappointment!

i nvr know i could be that lonely ever. dun feel like talking to them after the class, straight back to bus stop and care no1 else but me. am really disappointed.. how could they treat me like this? don't they know that i have feelings too? are they the only human left in this world, and others are just animals? hey, even animals do have feelings k?

ya, basically, that's all for today, am not gonna talk much bout it, juz complaining.. no matter what, wait for the results k? i shall nvr give up, and nvr wil . strike for the best this sem, and if this is the so-called friends that will accompany me, no thanks. i dun need it!