=))

I've been sick for few days, and had been coughing for few weeks. OH MY GOD? yup.. it's long, terrible long.. and i felt so weak now, feeding on medicines every morning, afternoon and night... hope to get well soon, and stand on my own feet once again. =))

When I was young
I never needed anyone
And making love was just for fun
Those days are gone
Living alone
I think of all the friends I've known
When I dial the telephone
Nobody's home

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore

Hard to be sure...
Sometimes I feel so insecure
And loves so distant and obscure
Remains the cure

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
All by myself
Anymore

When I was young
I never needed anyone
Making love was just for fun
Those days are gone

All by myself
Don't wanna be
All by myself
Anymore
All by myself
Don't wanna live
Oh
Don't wanna live
By myself, by myself
Anymore
By myself
Anymore
Oh
All by myself
Don't wanna live
And never, never, never
Needed anyone

stand on my own feet once again girl... I can do it, right? yupp... I can.. =))

fcuking problems happen lately and thanks for all those shit, i'm really exhausted now... am really very tired... used up all my strength to continue fighting.. cant god just give me a simple life? i juz hope for a simple life.. that's all.....

why me....

WHY MEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1st day of tutorial, totally disappointed..

friends.. hahaha... what is the meaning of friends ne? i'm here all alone, needed most would be my friends... but why are they treating me like an idiot, like an outsider, taking advantage of me?

1st incident: they went up the lift without even waiting for me, or to be accurate, without even care on whether i could entered the lift or not.. thanks huh?

2nd: when i entered the class, wow... every1 had got a seat, and no space left for me. i got a great shocked, i tot they would at least leave a seat for me, i'm their friend, their classmate after all.

3rd: i'm being left out again for the grouping of the projects, all except me. and their reason is that it's full.. GREAT MAN! am totally disappointed of them. great disappointment!

i nvr know i could be that lonely ever. dun feel like talking to them after the class, straight back to bus stop and care no1 else but me. am really disappointed.. how could they treat me like this? don't they know that i have feelings too? are they the only human left in this world, and others are just animals? hey, even animals do have feelings k?

ya, basically, that's all for today, am not gonna talk much bout it, juz complaining.. no matter what, wait for the results k? i shall nvr give up, and nvr wil . strike for the best this sem, and if this is the so-called friends that will accompany me, no thanks. i dun need it!


HEY YA BOYS AND GIRLS OUT THERE~!

CHECK IT OUT~!

it's me, updating my blog again~! wooohooo~~ it's alive!! hahahaha...

ok.. enough of siao-ing, yup, i'm updating my blog again, maybe... LOL.. juz to keep myself busy here and there, perhaps it'll help me to recover faster and find back myself.. the happy-go-lucky girl i used to be.. bet every1's missing her badly ba, right? for those who knows me long ago.. hahaha... =)

i'm now standing on my own feet, searching for my own happiness, and it doesn't mean i'll give up on my frens, my both families, my grandpa. all runs as usual. they're stil important to me, it's juz that i shall find a lifestyle that suits me most, that i'm comfortable with, and heals myself in it. at least, i shall get my healthy body back before anything.. gosh, it'd gone from bad to worse now, zzz..

studies, searching fr part time jobs, i hope all these could keep me as busy as possible, and i shall be extremely happy. darlinggg.... any jobs, remember to count me in!! lol..

til then, cya peeps.. muackx!